Yesterday

It was different. I thought a lot about someone who hadn't crossed my mind in months, at least six or seven, it's had to be that long now. And the one who's usually there in the background somewhere didn't cross my mind at all yesterday.

I scared some kids at Wal-Mart when JohnRoss and I went there after dinner. I was still drunk when I woke up yesterday afternoon and that didn't start wearing off til around dinner time, so then I was just kind of unfocused. I'm leaning on the cart and shuffling down the aisles and said something like, "Uuuuuuuuugh I feel like ass" just as a mom and her kids walked by. They stared. Well, I wasn't lying, I did feel like ass, but I probably could have been quieter about saying that.

On a related note: JOHNROSS. Finally got to hang out with my little brother who I hadn't seen in like at least two weeks. If we're going to get a house we need to start looking. If not, Shelly wants to move to south Lincoln sometime at the end of summer since the new store is opening up there and neither of us want to drive that effing far if we're going to work there. As long as dishes get washed without having to sit for a week or two, I don't care who I live with at this point. I love living by myself though, so I don't know what to do. Going home is always going to be my first choice, but if I get stuck here another year, so be it. I am starting to have fun again, so who knows what I am going to do.

I wish JT would come back to Nebraska so Tom and I could go again. Seriously. Awesome.

I adore my pink iPod.